My weird moods ~ Pre-testing Days to infusion 1: 20!

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Its so Whimisical

A girl can Dream, right?

          So this entry may seem like I'm ungrateful, but really I'm not, I love everything my parents do for me and I appreciate them so much more then words can say. But a couple times a month I get this weird feeling that makes me crave the feeling of wanting something. Last time I did this I decided to want a Mac computer, that didn't fly too well with my parents, but I did get a new computer for Christmas, its a very nice Gateway laptop that will be accompanying me everywhere anyway enough about my computer. So I seem selfish sometimes to some people and ungrateful, but I'm not really its just I get a thrill out of wanting things, it causes a chemical reaction of some sort in my body (Completely making this up) and makes me imagine myself in a different life. I find myself to want to be organized but when this mood comes about I want to clean but am too lazy to do so (Yes mom and dad I did in fact admit that I am lazy and on the web for millions to see too). Anyway this is getting to be a long post full of one big rant, to get to the point I am in this mood and the past few times I got this mood its been wanting a new room. I guess I've outgrown the big old yellow room I have had since I was five, that I have recently covered in clothing, make-up, jewelry, my guitar, and my Harry Potter posters (Thanks Jess for the great gift). I now want to be a grown up, and my room should reflect that want. I know Amanda made this room (Great job Amanda, but my taste is a bit different then yours) and I have put up with it(for a lack of a better word) And now I want a mature room themed off of Nature with Owls flying about instead of horses galloping, and trees and a desk maybe a day bed for Amanda to have a bed to sleep on when she comes home from Penn State, but I can have extra space while she's at school. A while ago I thought I would finally get my big girl room, my mom said during the winter, but then she decided to redo the basement instead, I know that needs some major TLC but I wanted to change my scenery. My mom has seemed to notice my creativity needs released and has permitted me to design the basement, and she can approve or disapprove. I guess the reason I was in this mood today is because I was thinking of coming home from treatment on Wednesdays, wanting to take a nap (I tend to sleep after medical things, its what I do) And realized I wanted my room to be a bit more relaxed so I can chill and sleep in my room with out waking up to Yellow staring me straight in the face, asking me to be cheerful to what I say GGAGH NO not when I wake up. I guess I just wish my room would be a bit more grown up with me. Well I should probably stop ranting, probably boring you all.... Oh goodness a song from my past just came on my iHome and it reminded me of my Grandma Jane (I Miss You by Miley Cyrus) I'm crying now anyway attached (up top) is  a picture of my dream rooms (One Amanda (sister) would approve of, the other nope)


Love,
The Dwarf Queen,  Sarah

PS This blog can be my journey and a glimpse into the life of a teenager

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